I'm alive - I survived Day 1 of the medication. I'm feeling a lot better tonight and am planning to go to work tomorrow. I hope I don't get too ill at work, but if I do, I'll worry about it then and come home if I need to. I only have 2 more days of this big dose, then will go to 1/5 the amount on Friday. Thanks to everyone and their get well wishes and hugs! They really made me fell better! You are such incredibly wonderful people!!!